Beams x GQ Japan
As part of their spring outerwear editorial, Japanese GQ enlisted the expertise of 7 different retailers and had them each put together their own unique outfit combinations.
Beams’ take on spring layering involves some staple Neapolitan names as interpreted with the Japanese flair for strong colour deployment.
Oh also, there are no words to describe how giddy that Eidos coat makes me feel.
(Source: GQ Japan)
You know…sometimes words cut really deep.
I’m tired of pretending like everything is ok. I’m tired of thinking everything will get better to only sit there watching it get worse. I mean i know I fucked up but I didn’t think it merited the kind of reaction and treatment you gave me. I mean shit got so bad i was using almost anything i could just to either forget you ever existed or pretend like whatever little tramp I fucked that night was you so it would stop hurting for a while. I haven’t even let myself really cry over it and the tears that I did shed for you were because i was so ashamed. I spent so much time so numb I didn’t even think i could cry. Now every time I see you I just force myself to look away just because I know if I look at you it’ll bring all those memories back and they hurt more than accepting you hate me. Plus to make it all worse getting arrested has done nothing but make me feel more alone than ever. I lost a job i really loved and almost all the people that said they were my friends just disappeared and no matter how hard i do try hardly anyone makes any kind of effort to even acknowledge my existence. The silence is maddening and I can feel myself drifting farther and farther away from everything i had ever worked so hard to achieve. I feel so lost that when i look back at the past two years the change in me is unbelievable. The emptiness I feel every single day and the chills that wont stop running down my spine every time I find myself completely alone make it that much harder to even want to keep trying. Idk anymore honestly. I don’t believe in any kind of god or guide anymore and the meditation that became my escape just isn’t enough anymore. I feel completely insignificant. I feel like I’m floating in the middle of the ocean on nothing but bamboo raft just waiting for the next big wave to come and sink me. I look in the mirror and I cant help telling the reflection how much i hate it.
Tonight’s photos on our trip to see scHoolboy Q at Firestone in Downtown Orlando. It was so live it was actually preety fuckin hard to get any decent shots at the concert and but i got some cool ones of the sky rise I’d like to think.
had a wonderful time in the greenhouse with the kids today :)
that looks so perfecttt